Where have you been all this time?
Mom said you said
"That child aint mine"
For all these years you been on my mind
Thoughts of you & me chilling all the time
Watching football games
Or even when your favorite college team was playing
Nah I dont miss you
Sike!, I'm just playing
I'm saying though
if you can lay down & have sex
Why you not handling the real business,
That comes after the sex?
& that is me!
I didn't ask to be here, & either did he
I don't know if I'm ever gonna be a man
Mom is a women, she couldn't handle me man
I got suspended week after week
My temper was hotter then heat
The shoes I wore to school
You could see the bottom of my feet
I bleed from my foot so much
That I became weak
Down on my knees praying to God
My pops won't hide no more from me
He will start to seek,
His only boy, yea thats me
Dear Mom,.......
A parent is your first & best teacher I see
I seen & been through a couple of things you taught me
From walking to getting up for work in the morning
One day at a time & a cup of coffee
We never had a good relationship
Having a Mom for me was like a meth
Because bout time I woke up you already split
Said you was going food shoping
But you came back without s*%#
Whatever happen to the money you went to go get?
Let me guess, you spent?
Spent time on the wrong things
I got in problems but you never let me explain
You took up for the other side,
Just beat me like I was a easy game
It's a shame that I don't know if I'm a man or boy,
A child or toy
My life been played with so much
Don't even try to touch, me
I lost my love for you, I lost my joy
I'm unhappy, to wake up everyday,
So I stop to pray
Dear God........
They say you never leave our side
And you got a plan for me
But why you gave me this ride?
The wheels keeps falling off as I'm in strive
How am I suppose to drive?
I was in a car crash the other day
I almost died!
Guess you gonna keep me waiting
Like Mom & Dad, without a reply.......
Mr.Stanley
