FLOETRY:REPLY TO MY LETTER

Dear Dad,.......
Where have you been all this time?
Mom said you said
"That child aint mine"
For all these years you been on my mind
Thoughts of you & me chilling all the time
Watching football games
Or even when your favorite college team was playing
Nah I dont miss you
Sike!, I'm just playing
I'm saying though
if you can lay down & have sex
Why you not handling the real business,
That comes after the sex?
& that is me!
I didn't ask to be here, & either did he
I don't know if I'm ever gonna be a man
Mom is a women, she couldn't handle me man
I got suspended week after week
My temper was hotter then heat
The shoes I wore to school
You could see the bottom of my feet
I bleed from my foot so much
That I became weak
Down on my knees praying to God
My pops won't hide no more from me
He will start to seek,
His only boy, yea thats me
Dear Mom,.......
A parent is your first & best teacher I see
I seen & been through a couple of things you taught me
From walking to getting up for work in the morning
One day at a time & a cup of coffee
We never had a good relationship
Having a Mom for me was like a meth
Because bout time I woke up you already split
Said you was going food shoping
But you came back without s*%#
Whatever happen to the money you went to go get?
Let me guess, you spent?
Spent time on the wrong things
I got in problems but you never let me explain
You took up for the other side,
Just beat me like I was a easy game
It's a shame that I don't know if I'm a man or boy,
A child or toy
My life been played with so much
Don't even try to touch, me
I lost my love for you, I lost my joy
I'm unhappy, to wake up everyday,
So I stop to pray
Dear God........
They say you never leave our side
And you got a plan for me
But why you gave me this ride?
The wheels keeps falling off as I'm in strive
How am I suppose to drive?
I was in a car crash the other day
I almost died!
Guess you gonna keep me waiting
Like Mom & Dad, without a reply.......

Mr.Stanley